okies.
so yeah. WTF?! Where is Josh? I cannot get to his blog anymore and I feel the need to cry. I'm back online at school, in the tech ed. computer lab and uh... yeah... boring? I'm working on shtuff for careers... English was hideous as usual... and now I shall talk about what bothers me...
T told me how far she and M supposedly went... however, knowing M as I do, I am loathe to accept the idea gracefully... you see, he's not like that and she tells me they did these "things" during a 2 weeks period... however, maybe I dont want to believe her because we've been going out for 3 months and we haven't done much besides hold hands *not that Im rushing ;)* I just wonder if he's with me to be with someone? Wow... damn you Jack... ruining my happiness... or maybe it was just me. However, Jack decided I have nothing to hold onto w/ M anyway and that maybe I should just forget him... riiight, that'll happen. I hate this... why can't anyone ever care about me? Im invisable in my own haven, and yet, I want M to see me... and love me? *sigh* whatever, shall explain tomorrow so Im not like BLEH! I have to go in like 3 mins... FREEDOM! adios